Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
Lips of an Angel - Hinder


Allo allo.
So. I realize that it’s been forever since I’ve updated. The sad reality is that nothing has really happened. But I’m going to lay it all on the table for you… mostly because when nothing is happening.. it’s too hard to remember everything…

Lee – We’ve become great friends. He’s soo sweet, and funny and wise. Regularly holds me back from the brink of breakdown.

Brian – Super cute. Tattoo artist. We’ve been talking forever. But I’m pretty sure I won’t date him. He’s fun. And cute and there is lots of flirting, but I can’t see him as being someone that I want to spend any great amount of time with. I also get the feeling that he’s not all that bright and is carrying a lot of baggage. But still. He’s cute.. and he thinks I’m beautiful, so he’s definitely worth keeping on the MSN list.

Roger – Is young. Too young. So fucking hot though. Honestly. Gets me all hot and bothered just thinking about him. His long fingers. His wide smile. Mmmm. We haven’t talked in a while. But he still wants to get together. I’m not sure it’s worth it. I’m hoping he comes to his senses and realizes he 20 and he should be fucking girls and having fun and not chasing after an old broad like me whose living in a different country. But god. It’s fun.

E1 – met online recently. He lives in the same town as me. He seems nice. He’s cute. He’s smart and funny. Late twenties. He has a kid who is 6 and lives with his mum 4 hours away – so I’m a wee bit wary of that. I love kids, but every date with a guy with a child has gone poorly. He seems different though. I can't explain it. This could be interesting.

E2 – met online recently. Lives about an hour away. Geeky. Smart. Cute. Seems really nice. I don’t think it’s going anywhere though. He doesn’t make me feel anything.

Mandar – met online recently. He’s from NYC. He’s really smart and ambitious. He’s a banker. Not the kind of guy I’d ever thought I’d be interested in. But he makes me smile everyday with witty, sweet, beautiful emails. I’m actually feeling very confused about him lately. Cause I’m so surprised I like him so much. And he lives so, so far. And after Greg I kinda decided I couldn’t do that again.

Chris – the fisherman from PEI. He’s very very cute. And very sweet. And all of this has been going on for so long. I know he wants to meet. But I can’t help but wonder why he’s so gung ho about a relationship that is so obviously doomed by distance. Doesn’t stop me from flirting shamelessly though. Who would have thought when he randomly added me to his MSN that I’d like him so much? Thanks Amy Y for all the crappy forwards that brought us together.

Dominic – Ahh. I haven’t seen Dom since the last time I posted about him. But I still have fond memories. We have plans to see each other again once OSAP stops fucking me and hands over the cash. Haha. I need to stop getting fucked – to get fucked. Oh my. It’s late… can you tell?


So. There are a lot of boys. Which makes me look like a huge whore. But I'm not. I'm really just hoping for someone to be smitten with. Is butterflies too much to ask for? I think I might even be up for some unrequited love at this point...