And I wonder

When I sing along with you

If everything could ever feel this real forever

If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you

You've got to promise not to stop when I say when ...

Everlong - Foo Fighters

Things are good. Things are really good. It's summer, the weather is amazing and there is an abundance of strawberries and trips in the car with the windows rolled down.

I'm slacking - I'm not working, I'm barely going to school. I fill my time with tanning appointments and hanging with the boy, occasional jogs and trips to the store for strawberries and soy crisps, my new love. It's lovely.

This weekend Josh is going to Grand Rapids to spend some time with the boys. I am puppy-sitting and repainting the second bathroom. I'm feeling very domestic. It's kinda weird. I was thinking about baking cookies too - but the boy is not that lucky and if I bake them, I will eat them, and I'm watching what I eat.

This past weekend we were at the beach, and Josh was teaching Buzz, or rather trying to teach Buzz to swim. It didn't really work, but at least Buzz got in the water (with Josh's assistance) and was able to cool off a little. The picture below is Josh "helping" Buzzy into the water. Keep in mind that Buzz is not a small dog - he is like 60lbs.

I feel kind of settled. A million things are up in the air right now, my school stuff, student loan issues, immigration status, but I feel a peace - and it's amazing. Everything is going to be ok.